Author's comment: How Long Oh Lord.. Will I be left here all alone.. How Long will I be left to thirst for your own
How Long oh Lord will I be left here.. <br>So unfull filled <br>Dying away..whithering away <br>My selfishness filling everyday <br> <br>How Long will I be left here <br>All on my own.. childless and barron <br>a deslote waste land filled with only emptyness <br>I tried to be filled with Joy I tried to be filled with Laughter <br>But really and truly I am only filled with nothingness <br> <br>You tell me you are here.. never leaving, never forsaking. <br>But All I experience is an empty emptyness <br>I tried to connect, I tried to believe.. But you fill me with is a lonley silence.. <br> <br>I can only say thank you for you know what I need <br>I only have Joy and my cup is only full, when It is me and you.. yet you make me to be around so many bodies so many faces but I am still alone alone alone <br> <br>How Long will I wait for the Joy to come again, How Long will I wait also to feel I have a home.. <br>But If this is what you want from me I will not complain.. If you want me have a long face. I will gladly oblige.. I have tried to please I have tried to Love.. I am full of hardness, lonleyness, and empty empty emptyness. <br> <br>I still take Joy in sing your praises.. I take Joy in Worshipping you..Because you are all I Truly Have, You are all I turly have..No one else to talk too..No one to cry to No one else to Pray to No one else to Bless.