Author's comment: this song was written about a close friend
i dont know why im scared to open my mouth <br>or why i willingly leave it closed <br>im always walking silently around in my head <br>somethimes i just wish i was dead <br>but then how can i explain to loved ones what happened <br>CHORUS <br>I'm not bad but i feel dirty <br>Like i'm an intruder in my own skin <br>I hope your getting on because i'm not <br>and i probably never will again <br> <br>when you abused me for no reason <br>i found it hard because i did nothing wrong <br>i used to think that i was insane <br>i just hope your satisfied for all of my pain <br> <br>CHORUS <br> <br>no one will ever know how hard it is <br>i could write a book on all i've been through <br>but now this frightened child has grown up <br>And realized that she doesnt need you <br> <br>CHORUS <br> <br>Written by Emma Woods <br>2001