Guilt Trip

Another one goes
Just another victim
I didn't see him coming and
I didn't know I'd hit 'im

But I know that now
It's just a little late
Excuses are worthless
It's time for me to pay

I remember that face
Lying in the road
His life ended there
In the road, stone cold

But I didn't mean it
Believe me please
I can't think straight
Its like a disease...
Just like a disease

This is my disease
Eating me inside
My guilt ridden thoughts
In my guilt ridden life

This is my disease
Killing me inside
Eating me up
Making me blind

This is my disease
Killing me inside
Playing with my thoughts
Messing with my mind

Don't pretend to be perfect
I was proud to be me
No one can change me
That's the way its gotta be

I'm sorry for all
The sins I've commit
Please here me now
Coz I've had enough of this

Been riding on the guilt train
To hell and back
Thought I could handle it
I'm starting to crack

I didn't mean it
Believe me please
I can't think straight
Its like a disease
....Just like a disease

This is my disease
Eating me inside
My guilt ridden thoughts
In my guilt ridden life

This is my disease
Killing me inside
Eating me up
Making me blind

This is my disease
Killing me inside
Playing with my thoughts
Messing with my mind

My day at the courtroom
The witness tells him all
Drunk driving don't pay
If I'd have known before

I just didn't think
A night out with the guys
What's the worst that can happen ?
I get off with a fine

But it didn't work like that
His family were right
I lay in my cell
And think of them at night

I didn't mean it
Believe me please
I can't think straight
Its like a disease
....Just like a disease

This is my disease
Eating me inside
My guilt ridden thoughts
In my guilt ridden life
Yeh it's eating me up
You know it's making me blind
I said it's playing with my thoughts
It's messing with my mind

This is my disease
This is my disease