Author's comment: This song is about wanting to be with somebody so much, but knowing that the feeling is not mutual.
I lay here on my bed <br>It's raining outside <br>Endless feelings of loneliness <br>Just won't subside <br> <br>In a room of four walls <br>I'm trapped and unconnected <br>Thunder sounds and lightning strikes <br>I'm feeling so neglected <br> <br>[Bridge] <br>This isn't like me <br>Unnaturally confused <br>Feelings of frustration shown <br>In my artificial mood <br> <br>[Chorus] <br>So I lay here on my bed <br>A million thoughts in my head <br>And I write my song <br>I write my song <br> <br>I stare out of the window <br>The world's passing by <br>Brother asks me what is wrong <br>Nothing, I reply <br> <br>I just want you <br>I'm slaughtered by frustration <br>I know it's you I want <br>And I call out in desperation <br> <br>[Bridge] <br>This isn't like me <br>Unnaturally confused <br>Feelings of frustration shown <br>In my artificial mood <br> <br>[Chorus] <br>So I lay here on my bed <br>A million thoughts in my head <br>And I write my song <br>I write my song <br> <br>As I think of you right now <br>I hope you're having fun <br>The happiness you deserve <br>Even if I'm not the one <br> <br>I hide my thoughts on paper <br>It just aint worth the forfeit <br>But, if feelings for you are a crime <br>It's a crime I'm willing to commit <br> <br>[Bridge] <br>This isn't like me <br>Unnaturally confused <br>Feelings of frustration shown <br>In my artificial mood <br> <br>[Chorus] <br>So I lay here on my bed <br>A million thoughts in my head <br>And I write my song <br>I write my song <br> <br>Yeh I'm lying here on my bed <br>A million thoughts running through my head <br>And I'm writing my song <br>I'm writing my song <br>I'm writing my song