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Ive been living a lie <br>I never even realized <br>thought I had felt pain <br>I made it all up <br>To hide who I really am <br>Now I have to try and bring it all back again <br> <br>This isnt me <br>Im not the person I appear to be <br>I fooled myself <br>others could see right through me <br>I shattered my innocence <br>trying to be significant <br>I wasted my childhood <br>trying to skip it <br> <br>Wanting to turn back time <br>Or would I be satisfied <br>I want to be who i was back then <br>bring back who I really am <br>Id like to apologize <br>For all the pain I caused <br>Searching for answers <br>When they were there all along <br> <br>This isnt me <br>Im not the person I appear to be <br>I fooled myself <br>others could see right through me <br>I shattered my innocence <br>trying to be significant <br>I wasted my childhood <br>trying to skip it <br> <br>Made myself suffer <br>always blaming others <br>Now Im numb inside <br>Theres nothing to hide <br>I dont know if Im happy or sad <br>coming to reality <br>I want to carry on my message <br>Dont take anything for granted