Dear Mom

Dear Mom
By the time you read this
Ill be long gone
I feel like I dont eve exist
That I cant go on
I cant even begin to cope
So Im abandoning all hope

And I know this is my own choice
That cant be undone
Ill never feel rejoice
Its fucking over and done

I know you dont care
And for once I must agree
But at least I am aware
That life is so fucking unfair
I dont knwo the difference between home and hell
So I bid you fucking farewell

Even when you said Id never excell
That Id rot in hell
I never gave in
Wouldnt dare let you win
But now I dont give a shit
Its time for me to quit

Why you gotta make my life miserable?
You made my every minute unstable
How could you laugh at every tear that falls
Do you really not care when you slam me against cold walls?
Damnit, stop comparing me to someone else
I can only be no one but myself