Author's comment: This song is about how life can get so hard that you just give in and 'self destruct'
Jealous and angry, this evil existance <br>Is killing me slowly with futile resistance <br>That's just my life and the pain I endure <br>A pain with no healing a pain with no cure <br> <br><Bridge> <br>One day you wake up <br>And find out your game's up <br>You've played all your aces <br>And used up the spaces <br>Your forced to admit that the past truths were lies <br>Swallow your pride and shout "I realise..." <br> <br><Chorus> <br>I self-destruct <br>I self-destruct <br>I've had enough <br>And I self-destruct <br> <br>Day after day and still lower I'm sinking <br>My mind is fading, it's hard to stop thinking <br>Of crashing and falling and hitting the floor <br>I self-destruct, I can't take any more! <br> <br><Bridge> <br> <br><Chorus> <br> <br><Guitar Solo> <br> <br><Bridge> <br> <br><Chorus>